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about me
name: Sayed Hamzah Bin Sayed Ali Alhabshe age: 18 loves: Allah, My family, and my closest friends in C200, as well as my TP aikido family! hates:backstabbers, liars, dumpers!!! links DINA ALINA KAK DIYANA FIZA [ACCION] Nuruddin[C200] Nicole TP T&F GITA [Intro to Japanese Classmate] TP Aikido Siau Tian Hime-sama KRIS TP AIKIDO NAFEES WEN QIANG Aini Leslie SP Aikido Jasmine Karen Haikel Sebastian NCC RSM NCC Sabiruna Rasyiqah FARHANA PRSS speak urr mind
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what a day has it been today.. gosh. what happened? FIRSTLY, MET UP WITH HONEY! haha.. miss her lots.. even though i saw her just a few days ago.. spent time at the Blood Donation Drive. damn it! it really hurts i tell you.. after that, had to go for NCC Training.. Fired up in front of the Part Bs because i'm sick and tired of their standard. everything's falling apart. so i better do something about it as an officer. PT was great! hahah. made them suffer like hell. but it was all for a good cause. seriously. after that, waited for tiang. i become like her personal bodyguard sia.. then, escort her. hahah.. wth.. well, i still felt the effects of the first blow of that problem. whenever i look at the people involved in it, i start to wonder, why the hell is this happening again? why is history repeat itself? as i think of this, i looked back. i looked at myself when i was facing this problem. what kind of person i am.. gosh, i swore that i didn't want to return to that. but, problems such as this starts to draw me back into the person who i really was. a person who had no heart, had no desire of anything. just a lifeless soul, wandering in search to destroy everything. that's why i have my dear, to protect me and snap me out of it. she is like the sheath of the sword, trying to prevent me from hurting anyone.. Let's just hope, the darkness in me does NOT relinquish.. Once that happens, all hell breaks loose..
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