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about me
name: Sayed Hamzah Bin Sayed Ali Alhabshe age: 18 loves: Allah, My family, and my closest friends in C200, as well as my TP aikido family! hates:backstabbers, liars, dumpers!!! links DINA ALINA KAK DIYANA FIZA [ACCION] Nuruddin[C200] Nicole TP T&F GITA [Intro to Japanese Classmate] TP Aikido Siau Tian Hime-sama KRIS TP AIKIDO NAFEES WEN QIANG Aini Leslie SP Aikido Jasmine Karen Haikel Sebastian NCC RSM NCC Sabiruna Rasyiqah FARHANA PRSS speak urr mind
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Whoa! Can't believe that I didn't blog for like 2 weeks. or is it more than that? Hahah. Well,before I continue right, in my posts shall be as colourful as the rainbow. =D Starting off with school life. I guess everything's okay now, since currently this is the last week of school for me, as I have no mid-semester tests :P Harhar! But the past two weeks were the most hectic weeks ever. I didn't get much sleep and all, stayed up all day and night just to finish up reports and assignments. I also screwed up some of my tests, but I guess that's part of life. There were also times that I really broke down, because there was just WAY TOO much stuff to do. and it really affected me, A LOT, in terms of the state of mind and my health. And also now, I just found out that i'm the VP for the Open Source Club. =.= More added work for me, argh! Don't know how much more work can they pile me with. But what to do, I just obey. Obey like a freaking dog! As for my social life, let's just say that it's still the same old same old. And i've got a confession to make, i don't think i'll be planning to get a girl now. seriously. with my tight schedule and all, I don't think i even have the time to get myself, a nice and sweet girl.. As much I have friends who are trustworthy and all, I do have friends who are just being friends for fun purposes. Treat me only when they are bored and all. Only want just fun, and that's it. As for this red section, are some things that I really have to let out. And, I don't care if the person gets affected. This is regarding someone that i was close to for 4++ years. I don't know why, but now, i just feel that you have seriously changed. YOU HAVE CHANGED, A LOT. And i'm not angry at you just because you broke up with me. trust me, i jolly-well got over it as it wasn't worth crying it for a very long time. but just that, from a FRIEND'S POINT OF VIEW, YOU treat me like a freaking stranger. Not even a word of Hi or Hello... YOU keep treating me as I do not exist. But I can tell you this: I DON'T CARE. Because I don't mind you ignoring me and all. But, what I'm REALLY pissed off is that, A GOOD FRIEND OF YOURS, A CLOSE FRIEND you had from PSL until now, WHO HELPED ME KEEP AN EYE ON YOU WHEN I WAS AWAY, WHO ALSO ADVISED YOU ON CERTAIN STUFF, YOU also ignored him as well. YOU seriously let him down, because he really believe that you were one good friend to him. Now you are like shunning your old friends away.. Treating us like some pieces of tissue.. Once already wet, THROW AWAY. The bottom line is: YOU HAVE CHANGED! For the better or the worse, I don't know actually. I can't tell. But i'm just pissed that you just shun him away. And THAT FRIEND, isn't me at all. Well that feels so much better now. HAHAH! A big pain off my chest now. I just needed to let it out, and this blog is considered to be the medium. =] Anyway, will be away somewhere for 1 week. Will blog about it as soon as I come back okay? I'll promise.
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