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name: Sayed Hamzah Bin Sayed Ali Alhabshe age: 18 loves: Allah, My family, and my closest friends in C200, as well as my TP aikido family! hates:backstabbers, liars, dumpers!!! links DINA ALINA KAK DIYANA FIZA [ACCION] Nuruddin[C200] Nicole TP T&F GITA [Intro to Japanese Classmate] TP Aikido Siau Tian Hime-sama KRIS TP AIKIDO NAFEES WEN QIANG Aini Leslie SP Aikido Jasmine Karen Haikel Sebastian NCC RSM NCC Sabiruna Rasyiqah FARHANA PRSS speak urr mind
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Man, this blog has been kinda dead for quite some time. Finally got the mood to blog =] Well, as you all know, holidays have started. but for the first week of holidays, been mugging all day for the CCNA4 Final Exam. though it was painful all day, at least Aikido training prevented me from going insane. =]]] On Friday had my CCNA4 Final Exam. And Alhamdulillah! I passed. So I guess that's just one assignment that's lifted from me, for now. I still have loads more to do. Then on Saturday and Sunday, had the Zhenqishu Aikido Camp / Combined Training. Training was great during the training, except for the fact that I was seriously worn out thanks to the sun. But i stayed on. :-) Spent quite some time with the juniors. Guess i'm glad to bond with my juniors, makes up lost time during the start of the year, when they first come in. Ever felt that you age faster, even though it was only by a second. heck, a second can feel like days passed. Now i'm a Year 2 student, next second i know I'll be graduating. gosh i feel kinda old now. =] The next thing I felt like saying is regarding fear. I was watching an old movie called "The Replacements". though there were some funny parts, but there is one particular scene that impact me Everytime I hear the guy explain about the "Quicksand" concept, I start to think about what happened in the past, especially mistakes that I did. Those mistakes were costly. And i agree about what the coach said, "You guys are given something that any other athlete dreams of. A second chance, and you're afraid to blow it" That is what runs in my mind every time I do something. Because I don't want to affect anyone. I don't wanna hurt anybody. I don't want those around me to start distancing themselves away from me. I just don't want to ruin that chance. It just make me suddenly go into deep thought when I think about it. And one thing to take note about the "Quicksand" concept, You're facing it alone. And no one's able to help you.
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