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about me
name: Sayed Hamzah Bin Sayed Ali Alhabshe age: 18 loves: Allah, My family, and my closest friends in C200, as well as my TP aikido family! hates:backstabbers, liars, dumpers!!! links DINA ALINA KAK DIYANA FIZA [ACCION] Nuruddin[C200] Nicole TP T&F GITA [Intro to Japanese Classmate] TP Aikido Siau Tian Hime-sama KRIS TP AIKIDO NAFEES WEN QIANG Aini Leslie SP Aikido Jasmine Karen Haikel Sebastian NCC RSM NCC Sabiruna Rasyiqah FARHANA PRSS speak urr mind
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STUDY. That was the word of the day for most poly students. As for me, Mugging is seriously hell, even though it's just freaking 3 subjects. BECAUSE, i have no idea what to study! LOLZ. Came down to school on wednesday and thursday to study with dear. had some remedial to attend. And goodness, I can't believe i studied from 10am to 5pm straight. hahah. but with breaks in between of course. Friday, first paper i had to face was OOPG (Object-Oriented Programming) IT was difficult actually. but it turned out alright. gave myself a good break on that day and on Saturday. Saturday, tuitioned my cousin on her A Maths. Differentiation! WOOTS! my favourite chapter to be exact, because it's easy.. at the beginning part only. As for today, WENT FOR AIKIDO TRAINING! YAY! it was fun training, though i did get injuries such as a back injury and a bite from someone *hint hint*. -_-" But then during training, I just realised how weak I am actually. Honestly speaking, I was actually shaking when I raised my hands up to do the defensive stance. and my movements, it is not as sharp as last time. I just realised that age is catching up on me. I just feel so weak physically. My energy is starting to deteoriate. What the bloody hell is it happening now? Why? ARGH! But, is it enough to protect.. the ones you love and cherish.. the ones who got your backs whenever you're in need of help.. the ones who will always say "Don't give up, keep on moving".. And also, that special one. my one and only dear. Am I able to defend them? from any form of danger.. And you may be wondering, why do I even bother to protect these people.. Because I respect them, I care about them, and I honour them with my friendship. Not like some idiots who just takes my friendship and trust as a bloody joke. and thinks that my freaking loyalty is to only what i'm active in. well to those bastards and bitches, SORT OFF! *To those East cadet officers in HQ who critise me ABOUT MY LOYALTY* IF YOU FREAKING THINK THAT I DON'T CARE ABOUT NCC, YOU'RE WRONG YOU F***ING RETARDS! YOU GUYS DON'T EVEN KNOW MY SITUATION. YEAH, YOU GUYS CAN CONTRIBUTE A LOT BECAUSE YOU GUYS ARE DEDICATED TO NCC, BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN THAT THOSE WHO CAN'T MAKE IT CAN'T CONTRIBUTE TOO. ISN'T THAT FREAKING UNFAIR? AND I'M NOT JUST STUDYING FOR THE SAKE OF STUDYING. I'M STUDYING FOR MY LIFE, MY BLOODY SURVIVAL! AND I NEVER, EVER BETRAY SOMETHING THAT I'M FREAKING COMMITTED TO. SO DON'T YOU FREAKING QUESTION OR EVEN DARE TO F**K ME UP BECAUSE OF ME BEING MIA DUE TO STUDIES. ALSO, DON'T YOU EVEN F***ING DARE BRING IN MY AIKIDO TRAINING INTO THIS! if the paragraph above does not concern you, don't read it. only a few understand how my life is truly like. the reasons on why I'm studying like mad until I got like GPA of 4.0 during Sem 1, the reasons on why I'm actively involved in my course activities and Aikido.. I guess that concludes my post for today. pardon me for the offensive language that i used earlier on.. I just need to vent it out, to relief myself from this tension.
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