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|| Friday, November 21, 2008 || || 6:08 AM ||

this week,
was the most emotional,
yet physical week ever.
it was one hell of a roller coaster ride.

As days gone by during this week,
I'm starting to dislike my two subjects :
SAS and CMSK3.
SAS is really a pain in the ass for me.

and just when i thought i could
As for aikido training,
thought I could like enjoy it.
but someone had to do that particular action,
and that's it man!
my other self starts to take over me,
COMPLETELY.
for those who went during training,
and partnered with me,
you know what i'm talking about.

The thing is that once I'm angry,
I start to concentrate more,
but then my injuries will be more,
because I force myself to the limit.
Even if the limit is reached,
I don't freaking care and just drive on.

Today,
only my CDS subjects cheered me up.
but during debates,
we lost,
even though it's a close win.
=(
me, din and jauhari were quite sad actually,
because we hoped that at least we won.
but still,
life still has to go on.

I guess this week's a really retarded week huh.

P.S : I forgive you rival, because it's really unhealthy to keep grudges. Please don't do that again.
Thank you.

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