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about me
name: Sayed Hamzah Bin Sayed Ali Alhabshe age: 18 loves: Allah, My family, and my closest friends in C200, as well as my TP aikido family! hates:backstabbers, liars, dumpers!!! links DINA ALINA KAK DIYANA FIZA [ACCION] Nuruddin[C200] Nicole TP T&F GITA [Intro to Japanese Classmate] TP Aikido Siau Tian Hime-sama KRIS TP AIKIDO NAFEES WEN QIANG Aini Leslie SP Aikido Jasmine Karen Haikel Sebastian NCC RSM NCC Sabiruna Rasyiqah FARHANA PRSS speak urr mind
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hey. 4th Day of B-Day Guess it's been 4 days since it happened. Life resumes as usual.. I mean, I can't do anything else.. I've been saying this again and again.. That I already hurt her too much.. Even if she awaits for a miracle to happen, I think it's too late for me to do it.. Because I shattered her feelings.. and it's my fault that her love for me is like loving a fool wholeheartedly... those words.. that really struck me deep into my soul.. It's okay.. she's right anyway.. everything she does, she's always right.. and i'm in the wrong.. she teaches me something, and i didn't teach her anything. I can never do things right.. Not just in relationship, also in family. Everything I do, i get scolded sometimes. And I just couldn't get angry at all.. Because I'm sick and tired of being angry.. But who cares? No one cares.. Because it's my life. and no one wants to be part of it. they rather be settling their own problems.. That I do understand. But funny, that kevin thinks that i'm suitable for her.. in terms of Academics.. Academics? It's not really true. She actually can do it, if she puts her mind into it, instead of giving up half-way at times.. My dad will always say to me this : "If you follow your heart without thinking, you'll suffer." I guess he was right after all..
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